Making a Relation: Notes on the Archive, 2021
From January - June 2021, I simultaneously set in motion two strands of action. I approach a master weaver and loom-maker in Karachi’s Banaras Colony to commission a 24-shaft dobby loom, and I trail three women in my family: recording and measuring their movements and actions.
Both strands represent a bodily engagement with history and knowledge - that which is personal and shared, public and private. Both strands are not separate from each other either, as the line between domestic and the industrial is less a boundary, and more a connecting thread.
Both strands are a still ongoing, mutually transformative experience.
Slowly helping to build the loom has initiated a new kind of proximity between me and Karachi, its movements, materials and creatures. It also hints unsubtly at subsequent, literal actions - now I sand, now I thread, now I punch the card, now I weave. Meanwhile, the technical process of editing the films is a gratifying way of looking closely, the medium enabling the immersion and reflection I seek. I listen closely to stories a dozen times, and delight in elements that escaped me previously.
At the end of my time in Karachi, I find myself holding gifts and remains - detritus of the engagement. I combine them in an archive, regarding this as an important stopping-over point to receive what has taken place. This array is as important as anything I ever hope to make on the loom, or do with the footage. I display this for my final degree show, transport it carefully with me back to London, and make it a part of a travelling exhibit.
Array, 2021
List of objects, from top left
Cotton gauze, sandpaper and sodium carbonate.
Gifted to me by Parvez Bhai to finish sanding and painting my warping frame. Karachi, 2021.Necklace and pendant.
Gifted by my mother (Ami) to her mother (Achi Ammi) after marriage. Karachi, 1979.
Left to Popy when Achi Ammi died. Ottawa, 1986.
Worn by Mena and Malo on their weddings (as teeka). Los Angeles, 1989 and Ottawa, 1996.
Gifted by Popy to me. Karachi, 2021.Ami’s trousseau kameez, silk chiffon with ganga jamuni.
Ordered from ‘Fantasia Boutique’ with Achi Ammi. Lahore, 1975.Metal alloy clippings.
Left over from shortening dobby hooks. Karachi, 2021.Golden zari yarn, polyester.
Purchased from Kohinoor Threads Company. Karachi, 2021.Milk pot.
Purchased at Argos when Ami and Abu lived briefly in Battersea, before Dada died. London, 1975.A prayer.
Hand-dyed cotton with fresh marigold, bound with a rubberband. Karachi, 2021.Untitled (8 Days), cotton, 320 x 1940 mm.
First piece woven during my apprenticeship with Altaf Baba and Anis Ahmed. Karachi, 2019.Sawdust, mixed wood.
Left over from sawing and sanding the loom. Karachi, 2021.Reed hook, metal alloy.
Fashioned on the spot for and gifted to me by Anis using an extra dobby hook and a set of pliers as a hammering surface. Karachi, 2021.